I went and saw Lenny Kravitz on Saturday night, what a beautiful fucking man, not to mention it was an amazing show.
Congrats to the states for not fucking up another election.
I was thinking about a guy I dated last year before I went away to Australia and I think I hate him. I don't want to hate him but I think I do. He didn't break my heart, but he made me feel like shit. I hate that I hate him. I don't ever want to hate anyone and I'm trying to figure out how to forgive him for making me feel this way. I'm sure he doesn't give a fuck how he's affected me, I'm sure he's in Vancouver right now ripping out the souls of others and stomping on them. I've been told I don't need to forgive, just forget. But can we ever forget without forgiving? I'm having a hard time making peace with this.
At least it snowed today.
I'm still searching for my paradise.
