There's a ghost in me, who wants to say I'm sorry.... it doesn't mean I'm sorry...

I'm still trying hard to understand this life, and it becomes a bit more of a struggle everyday. My views on society in a general have been negative lately. I'm not entirely sure what has caused this change in my thought process but I seem to be continually getting a little angrier and frustrated with the things I see and the people I meet. It's bringing out the bad in me, I seem to be starting shit with people left and right. If I see or hear something I don't like I'll call it out. I've been told I should stay out of the business of others because who the fuck am I to say what is right and what is wrong? But how am I benefitting society by keeping my mouth shut when I hear some dude calling his wife a stupid bitch, or if I see a mother beating the shit out of her child, or some stupid mother fucker calling someone a 'nigger?' I've heard that if you're not part of the solution you're part of the problem. So stand up for what's right.

If you're in a shitty relationship, GET OUT. I've heard it from a million people in the last month, how unhappy they are with their current boyfriend/girlfriend. I know it's easier said than done, but if you truly know in your heart that it isn't right, GET THE FUCK OUT. If you're stressed out about your current situation it means it isn't right, stress is a warning sign to your brain. I can't understand this fear of being alone. And yes, it is true, there are some nights when I wished I had someone, but learning from failed relationship after another, staying in a destructive partnership is only going to hurt more than being alone. Think about it this way, you don't have to fight anyone for the covers, you can stretch out when you wake up first thing in the morning, if you feel like getting in the car and driving across the country you don't need anybody's permission, you won't feel guilty about spending $500 on an XBox and all the neccessary accessories (you know what I'm talking about), you can watch He-Man or Rad before you go to bed and there is nobody to fight you for the remote. Singledom is not that bad, embrace it! BUT, if you are in a loving relationship I commend you because it's tough.

Routine is boring. Fight boredom.

I saw the Dark Knight today, Christian Bale is surprisingly hunky.

Songs to check out:
Ghosts by Ladytron
I'm Not Gonna Teach Your Boyfriend How to Dance With You by Black Kids
Lolita by Throw Me the Statue
Sexy Results by Death From Above 1979
GfC by Albert Hammond Jr.