Bonafide hustler making my name...

I'm going to try hard to break bad habits. I've been told I have lost puppy syndrome. The crazier a guy is, or the more fucked up he is, it makes it harder for me to leave. I'm so busy trying to 'save' them that I end up a little more fucked up at the end of it all. Last night, a friend told me that I just need to date a regular guy. What is a regular guy though? That sounds boring to me, I'm not a regular girl so why would I settle for a regular guy. I need someone who is going to keep up with me if not surpass me in spontaneity at the least. But I need to find someone who is going to put in as much as I do. It's never a give and take with me. I always give and they always take, and nearly everyone I've dated will fully admit to this. Each time it makes it all a little harder for me though. I find myself needing a lot of time to myself as a result, so I don't get sucked into something that is only going to end in heartbreak. He's out there somewhere, luckily I'm in no rush.