Sunday, August 31, 2008

I never felt this love from anyone....

I got tattooed again, this time on my wrists. There is no hiding that one from the moms and the pops... this isn't going to go well. But I love them and I shouldn't have to hide them. I hope that they realize that they've raised a good kid and a silly tattoo doesn't change who I am. I hope they understand that this is just an expression of who I am, this doesn't mean I'm a bad ass gang banger high off my ass all the time. It's funny how different the generations are. I wonder what I'm going to freak out on my kids about. Scarification? Perhaps.... I think it's sick but am I going to think less of my kids that I raised just because of that? Fuck no. Live life with an open mind. Be open to things that are different whether they are different people, different experiences, different beliefs, different anything. I think as long as you're not hurting anyone all is good. Maybe I'm just a selfish asshole? I'm not sure.

I had a wonderful time in Vegas. I could never live there though.

I saw Oasis tonight, I still love them after all these years. Straight business though, they get on and do their shit and get off. But still they've written some beautiful songs:
Let There Be Love
Sunday Morning Call
Song Bird
Don't Look Back In Anger
Stand By Me

Just to name a few....

I've been told by numerous people that I should become a life coach. I've never believed that I had the right to teach anyone how to live their lives. But, the more I think about it the more I think that I should do it. Although the reason is self serving..... I'm so tired of watching people treat each other like shit, I've bitched about it over and over again, so maybe this is how I can get out of my angry little rut.... If I teach people understanding and positivity maybe I can help make this a better world.... or maybe I'm just talking out of my ass again.

In other news.... I think I have a crush on a boy. SHHHH......don't tell anyone.

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