My faith in the world has been restored.... well at least for the time being. I needed some time alone to remember all the wonderful things that this world has to offer. I was spending too much time in places I didn't want to be and with people who I didn't want to be with. I've kept a pretty low profile these past few weeks which is nice. I went to the observatory on Saturday night and it's an absolutely beautiful place. It's secluded and completely dark and away from the city and I could just sit and stare at the stars all night. Who knew one could find it so peaceful to sit and watch large burning balls of gas millions of light years away? It takes me back to about a year ago nearly to the date, I was on a sailboat in Australia called "Spank Me." I remember my first night on the boat, we docked somewhere in the middle of the ocean and I laid down on the front of the boat and stared at the stars for hours. I had never seen anything like it before, with no light pollution in the middle of the ocean I was able to see hundreds and hundreds of stars from the horizon up. I remember laying there, and there was about 20 other people on this sailboat getting as drunk as humanly possible and missing out on the beautiful, simple things our universe has to offer. Maybe I'm just getting older....
I JUST WANT TO SNOWBOARD!! Why won't that beautiful white stuff fall?
I'm ready to experience something new. Even though I love my job, once again, I'm hitting that point where day to day life is mundane, oh how I hate the routine. I've been told I'm always running away, but I disagree, what am I running away from? I'm not stressed, I'm not depressed, I don't really have any issues other than boredom. A girl at work said today that if I was anymore laid back and relaxed I'd probably be dead. I just want to get on a plane and go somewhere new. I want to go to India. I want to eat at all the sketchy (but delicious) street vendors, I want to see the Taj Mahal, I want to make some Indian friends, I want to hang out in Buddhist temples, I want to live life. Unfortunately in order to do these things you need money, and in order to get money I have to work my 8-5 job (which like I mentioned, I do love so it could be worse). Does anyone ever get out of this vicious circle??
I came across an ad the other day for a website called sugardaddies.com. SERIOUSLY. HEY BITCH, GET A FUCKING JOB! Work for what you have, take some fucking pride in it and have some freakin dignity! Unfortunately stupid gold diggers have always been around but now our society condones it. Way to go, you're a prostitute. And hey you dirty old man, are you so busy playing with your money that you don't know what it's like to truly love and care about someone that you have to buy a lady? Honestly, what is becoming of this world?
If you want to listen to some super relaxing tunes, I've been digging Devendra Banhart. Samba Vexillographica and Koreandogwood are beautiful songs.
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